Dear me:
Hang in there. He really is going to come for you. I know things look strange and every person with a voice and a platform seem to have the answers but you know.
Faith is the most important part of you. Remain faithful. Full of faith. Just keep reading and reasoning. Just keep watching and waiting. Don’t fear what you see trust who you know. Faith is what he will be looking for all you have to do is look for him. It’s hard walking by what you hear from God. He understands. Remember God is your Father and when all is said and done and time is no more He will have the final word. Remember he is the only one you have to please and you already know that he approves. You have followed the right path to approval you studied, you study and you will go on studying.
God will answer all your questions and you can know all things.
Hang in there you will hear. You won’t have to put your trust in someone else to tell you when it’s time. Your Lord himself will call you.
Hold fast to the promises…it is closer now than it’s ever been before..watch and pray.
Amen
My Alabaster Box 
December 4, 2008 at 12:51 am
There is a certain amount of evidence – enough to point a direction for future research, certainly not enough to formulate a theory – that there is a gene that biases us for religious faith. Whether we are even capable of faith may be controlled by our genetic makeup.
We have genetic predispositions towards addiction and violence. Our mental health, our sanity, is biologically determined.
Where does one find faith in a world where who and what we are can be switched on or off by chemistry or direct stimulation of neurons?
I have asked God for answers. Only demons will speak to me.
Hmm… maybe there’s a poem in that last sentence.
Vaya con Dios.
December 13, 2008 at 4:43 am
have seen your comment in other place – made me want to come and visit.
so here i am – reading of your god. a male on, so it seems.
i am not sure i agree with all you said, mean, true, when it is the time you will know – but no one to plesse outthere but yourself. you are a star, shining on this earth – when you let yourself be – its shining bright when you despair – it’s dark.
have faith, have trust – that is all, it is enough
December 13, 2008 at 6:15 am
utopianfragments thanks for reading and I appreciate your kind words.